last days...

love it, hate it... there's no way i can ignore it...

gone are the days
where all i need to worry is my assignments' deadlines and where to lunch
gone are the days
where weekends are for hiking and weekdays mean student-priced movie tickets before six
gone are the days
where there's always the well deserved holidays after a 18week semester

like switchfoot sang,
'gone, like yesterday it's gone
like history it's gone
like summer break it's gone
...
it's going, going, gone!'

sad 'cos I'm leaving
sad 'cos I'm moving
sad 'cos I'm not staying
sad 'cos I'll have to leave so many people behind

grateful 'cos it's been beautiful
thankful 'cos it's been meaningful
prayerful, i need the power and wisdom from above 'cos i'm nothing but a fool

not just any fool,
but a fool greatly blessed,
a fool highly favoured,
a fool deeply loved, i am.

'kita selalu, berdekatan
tak terasa kini kan berpisah
kesatuan hati yang terbuka
yang membuat kita
kuat

persahabatan kan kekal
bila Yesus berserah
persahabatan tak kenal
perasaan kecewa

sampai waktunya tiba
pulang ke rumah Bapa
waktu hidup tak panjang
bersahabatlah...'

szehwei menyusun sepuluh jari, memohon ampun jikalau tersilap langkah, terlanjur kata, tersinggung perasaan dalam tempoh masa kita berkenalan...

yours sincerely,
szehwei